"I feel it near, my hearts beating faster, anticipating the arrival of the inevitable."

Sometimes you gotta run...

sorry..

reminder: Love is all we need!

I don't know what I want, or where I want to be, or how I even want it.  

but I know I won't have a choice when it comes.

this is to you..

thank you for giving me that feeling..

thank you for giving me these smiles i've smiled lately..

thank you for listening to my nonsense...and liking me for it..and not despite it..

thank you for being you...cause i like how you do you...

thank you for all the hours you gave to me...because you wanted to...

i'll never forget it

.....

Cravingss...

Its been a while since i posted anything and unfortunately this post will only be words and lacking in the picture department.

So life as a 23 year old girl in Houston, is as exciting as it sounds. I do believe in making your own fun but at times it sucks to have to try so hard.  How many tipsy/drunken nights can you possibly have before it starts getting repetitive and blur together. No pun intended. It is in fact a big city and the possibilities are probably in fact endless.  

I find it hard nowadays to meet people that seem genuinely interested in getting to know the person behind the acquaintance.  Back and forth conversations of shallow questions are asked but when it comes down to the actual interesting and soul defining information, its as though there is a alarm that goes off in their heads that shuts down the selfless sensor.  I have a lack of book sense and a good amount of common sense to notice the lack of interest behind the window to the soul. 

It may just be that I am the only one getting this response, because as i mentioned before, my life is as interesting as the things you find under your car seat.  There is this burning yearning sensation that i have to get out of this town and into any other that will accept me.  Maybe i'll get the same conclusions there, but at least I'll know I tried.  Who knows. I just wanted to put my two cents in about the state of life these days as a 23 year old in houston, tx. 

I thought there was some theory that made us crave human touch and emotions? Who knows, maybe everyone is getting their fill of cravings else where.  

lovely little thingss..

my new goodies from the thrift shop! i lovee them

i also bought a few dresses and a boys leather jacket. but it didn't look quite the same when i got home. one dress i loveddd but of course i chopped too much of it off and it ended up being too mini-ish so i'm going to have to do something about that.

So todays topic. besides my lovely finds. I have to ask, what happens when you and the people around you start changing into different people. can the closeness still continue to be unbreakable?  I know its a matter of if you want the spark to be there enough then you'll work on it. but sometimes i wonder why force something that just isn't there anymore? 

who knows. guess we'll just have to wait and see.

yay for good finds to make me happy =)